《娈童之歌》又是一个背负过去的故事, 又是一个好人被亲骨肉背叛的故事…..童年的身份，记忆中的伤疤这的会随身一直跟着我们的….不是你就是他，或他们…….虽然我们自己需要向前看！！！！为什么要揭穿一个谎言去毁一个重新站起来的人呢？…如果在英国的Blackpool，那么我也很想去一趟~想起来一条评论 “脆弱的刚出”浴”的美少年总能引发女人的母性….” 说实话，我对传记类，和情节已经设计好的特殊场景等着主人公去克服 没有太多期望…..估计年龄到了，一直对温馨平静的生活剧比较有共鸣
【Notes】
In two weeks time, you start work proper 你就要正常生活了 so you need to experience as much as you can before then. Of course, your history has to become second nature. 你的履历在脑袋里扎根so l’m going to be going over it and over it…………..you’ll be fine/are going to be fine.~~~~~~安慰套话
we have to keep looking forward, not back. Okay? 不要总想着过去 我们必须向前看
I took a 20 from your pocket, you mind? 你介意不？Blew it on the show.全糟蹋在一场秀上了—- save a couple for me, will you？不给我留点儿吗？None of your business……somebody trying to get back into the swing of things. 只是个想重返征途的孩子….what did he do? It’s none of your business, either. It’s what he’ doing now that’s important, the present, His past is moot,现在做的才是最重要的，过去不算什么…..
He just doesn’t go out, he doesn’t seem to have any friends. He’s making no attempt to get a job,and I’m just a bit worried he’s depressed, you know? 不想出门，没什么朋友，也不想找工作………
被打断之后重新回主题：you were saying……….
【点餐】Are you ready to order? 服务生第一句！Hang on Hang on. It’s all right—–或者Could you come back? 点菜太慢，希望服务生再回来…—-服务生[waitress] Have you decided? I will have、、、、Don’t fucking laugh at me!!! 工作怎么样？？？？？—-It’s been going really good/well. I feel like I’m getting the hang of things. 开始找到窍门（to succeed in learning how to do something after practising it。。。It means that you are still learning the ropes.That you are starting understand and do the (job, task, etc.) correctly.）—–Cool（挺好，正常）~~that’s the bonus.
It’s not all hard work all the time,不是很累的工作BTW, I want to pay for this…. no way—come on..let me, plz. I don’t know how to do wages. I’m kind of homeless at the moment！
She went bananas. 她不正常！I don’t mean old. I mean grow up. I’m not trying to embarrassing you. ….I will take that smirk for acquiescence （对方傻笑）我就当你默认了啊！. Give me a break.饶了我吧
I really despised you. 我真的鄙视你！！—NO,no 不是吧….let me explain. I know it was not your fault. It was just shit that happens, right?But as a kid, the point of view you take is the one that’s given to you—-your mum? And I just want to tell you that I’d like to 我就是想告诉你 corny, too many fucking years have gone by to ……..fuck, it’s so corny. 好俗啊 To what? make up for lost time?补偿这么多年？ What do you think ？ I think It does sound fucking corny. 这才真他妈的俗气呢….I suppose 我像是— but seriously, nothing would make me happier, son. 你才能让我最快乐 I really mean that.、
cancer? in her tit? How did you know? well, that’s where they get it, women.女人经常的癌症在那里….that’s vandalism. 你这是破坏公物！I’ll if I want. you won’t 你敢！Don’t threaten me. who the hell do you think you’re? who’s the last time you had a bath? 你多久没洗澡了你？ Scum is what you are. 你这个社会人渣！
老爸Terry的话~你应该出去体验下生活You should be out there getting a life.干一番事业Doing something 我没想指点你去做什么 只是… l’m not trying to tell you what to do我不喜欢看到你天天晚上 躺在这里无所事事。but l don’t like seeing you lying around night after night 傻逼儿子说的话： 你知道我要为这个付出多少代价吗? Have you any ideawhat this has cost me?爸 你竟然选禽兽都不选我! You choose a monster over me.那好 我要他痛苦Well, l hope he suffers.我要他被钉在十字架上! 你听到我说的不?l hope they crucify him! Do you hear me?我要他永世不得超生l hope he fucking rots!永世不得超生l hope he rots.
pass me that ketchup, jack,do you mind(英式说法）?oh, nothing like a bit of ketchup, 番茄酱最棒了 should’ve got coke. shit, I forgot. 忘拿可乐了… My mouth’s all try. 我嘴巴都干死了Why isn’t it dead? — it’s not far from it now. 快了！
have a kip 英式非正式！To sleep的意思~~也有在外面不是自己的床睡觉/take a nap 小咪一会儿，睡午觉
l only bring it up to reassure you that your secret’s safe.l believe a man deserves a second chance.l also believe in his right to privacy.mum’s the word. ! 我坚信每个人都该有第二次机会还有他有权力保持隐私 so 会保守的你的秘密！
You’re young. Plenty of time to sort yourself out and get your act together. 大把时间闯荡你的未来 I love you, Jack. You’re my greatest fucking achievement. 你是我的杰作！
【打电话询问病情】！where’s XXX? she rang in sick this morning. 打电话说请病假 all right, Michelle, I just heard you were sick. I hope you were not feeling too bad. just wondering….I can drop over after work if you want 下班顺便过去看你，It’s a cold, yeah？ Love you.~~爱你（结尾）
【拍照用语】：got it？拍好了吗？ Give me a pout!!来，撅个嘴~How about that? 这个姿势怎么样？carry on, Keep going,keep going! 再来，继续继续！slutry！真淫荡~~slut-ry you know what I mean. ——–
Have you slept with many blokes? a few, i dunno. I’ve never slept around. 我不爱乱搞.~All right! — what about you? 你呢？ I ain’t slept with many girls. ——--I’m in love with you. You beat me to it. Asshole.你逼我说的，坏蛋！I find hard to breathe, I ain’t see ya…. I’ll call you a taxi. 叫计程车！ you beat me to it again.你又征服我了….
You can never ever do that. knowledge is the issue. your safty is the issue. 只是安全是关键！！！
I ain’t 不是过生日的时候送生日礼物~~！说：It’s for the ones we missed. 给我们没在一起过的生日(艹，还有这个理由送礼物的） you’ve stayed over 3 times a week/ tonight? . 过夜 A rubber Johnnie 避孕套–what’s it for? 干吗用的 Are you stupid? shagging women,if you don’t wear one, you get a sore on your dick. 你不带的话，你的XX就黏黏的
Weird. 不可思议！this morning he was alive. Now he is dead. just hard to make sense of it. 很难理解~ We should be part of it. we are so fucking delicate people 脆弱的人类 Die so easy 死真容易…….So we just take short cut. like loads of times.就是走个捷径，好几次了…There wasn’t there the last time. 上次不是这样 You’re fucking green. (看完鬼片，做完过山车，脸都吓变色了，哈哈哈 他们也用绿色）—-Don’t fucking touch me/laugh at me.
20 grand 20万英镑！！ Don’t get me wrong.别误解我，没别的意思。
【结尾】现在每个人知道了Everyone knows now.我现在是孤身一人了l’m on me own now.我没办法再回去being that other person因为那个人已经死了because that other person is dead.你还记得你这样说过不?Remember you said that? Anyway,sorry I let you down,thank you for trying, Terry,I love you. ….Chris, l wanted to tell you the truth, mate. really did. I couldn’t don’t mean I lied to you. I hope you can understand that.And l hope that you know just how much you did for me.o l’m just gonna say goodbye now.You remember that girl? Remember we saved that girl, mate?
Help yourself 别客气~~~~ see myself out不用送了我自己走！—–suit yourself! 随便你！懒得管你
各种称谓
男：mate~s/bloke~s/bastard/asshole/guy/man/cunt/little twat 笨猪 /idiot/ chap/dumbass/gentleman/ wanker 卑鄙的坏蛋/spastic 低能儿/ be retarded/thick/ — what’s up? you both are you dumb? 你哑巴了吗/Scum 社会人渣/ don’t be pussy. 娘娘腔/ you fucking little cunt! 你个兔崽子！you cocksucker/motherfucker/….you you psycho / pervert 神经病；变态 OH~ fucking moron 痴呆蠢货！/ nerd[美]书呆子蒙在电脑上，卑鄙的人
女：chick/sweetheart/young lady/oh dear
[复习]：！Cheers！Oi! (嘿）Jesus （Christ）…..fuck off! 滚开 Get off me! 放开我！Get away from me!离我远一点儿….get out!!出去 Leave me alone 别管我，别来烦我 what the hell was that? God damn it! HOLD ON!!! 坚持住！ Hang on！！等着 …make it 做到了；活着了！ Do you want to grab some food? I’m starving. 饿死了！You got a problem with that?Not at all– Happy with that? well, I appreciate that. (此句话超级官方而且不屑帅气，谢谢哈） sleep with/shag sb 嘿咻嘿咻！ i dunno./I’ve no idea. …….Say what? Forget it 算了吧… For fuck’s sake… I’m done with you. 玩完了！
What about? 想什么呢，关于什么的/ what’s it for? 干嘛用？作甚？/ What about you? 你呢/ How about you? How do you feel 你觉得怎么样？/
You’re fucking nuts. 你好呆啊！ go/went nuts/crazy/bananas.不正常失控情绪
Picture in My Mind 